we met in my dream for so many times already ... sometimes you looks real ...and sometimes not ... I know you are alwys with me in somewhere ... and after 2 yaers now i don't see you in my dreams anymore .. i think b'z u a finally in to bottom of my heart .... without any dreams to remind me .... i love u more then i miss you now ...mom It smells just like you are next to me .... I didn't know you were using the perfume i gave you for all time .... untill one day .... when i pack your things and i found it .... and when i try to smell it .... i realize ... u were using it ... A little box .... with so many pictures of you .... and letters u used to wrote for eachother with my dad ... U kept so many little things for memeory ..I can feel a 23 years old mom from that box ... You kept all the lettle from me ... and dad's .... i am sorry i was selfish .... careless ... i hope you did see my change before u passed away .... i think u did .... i just want u to know ... i am in so much love by all the people around me that is b'z of you made me the way i am now .....

When i have you in my deams agian .... When i smell the perfume you used to use ... When i open the little box again ... When i see the letters you kept ...