I believe ....

I don't believe in ghosts or gods, but I do believe there are many other dimensions. Ever since I was little, I was so used to dreaming about something and having it come true. And ever since she passed away and I had "that" dream, I am so sure that this other dimension exists. Unlike other dreams that may just be a colletion resurfacing junk, in this dream, everything she said and did seemed exactly as she would have done. I will never forget her last words in that dream ... she has always been the angel in my life, supporting me with everything I needed. Not only with manterial needs, but everything else ... as a mother she guided me, she was a friend that I could hang out with, she was a child that I learned to forgive. In an instant I lost her. I thnik life is fair, there are equal thing to be happy and sad about. Other people may think my life is great .. but no one can really see the pain I have .... I wanna be able to find happiness in the simplest pleasures like the feeling I had when i was little ... everything seemed so wonderful and simple ...