Lessens Learn From good bye ....

The song tells everything ...

  After half year has passed now, I finally come back to talk about this part of my memory... After having been through my mom's illness and seeing her passed away...And all other problems I had to face thereafter, I told myself no matter what happens... nothing can get worse than that period of time...I remembered the most when she told me "...live to be the brave one to give love...then, no matter what happens in the end, you won't regret it..." So, I do what I gotta do... giving love just when I feel like to... Though, I fall in love when there is chemical reaction, but I go with my logical senses...and it never work well together and ends up sour as death ...yet, I always hold it deep inside... I don't complain to anyone b'z there is only 1 person who can hurt my feelings, and that is myself... I choose to be...covering needed time, but mine just take a little longer...think of it in another way... this is really not that big of a deal...it's not about whether it was worth it or not but just it's just the way I am... I had 3 pages of draft that I wrote about to pose... but now I've decided not to... B'z the memory is always in my mind... ......