i hate firework ever since i was little ... i guss i don't like the sound it scares me alot ... but in somehow i felt different this time ... me and my friends drive to coutry side to do the firework for chinese newyear. ( i am sorry if u misunderstand. The firework is not the one in picture is the big one) At the time when i was watching it ... i felt so refresh ... i think the big sound is for you to forget about lastyear and beggeing new life in new year ... i was happy .... i am happy b'z i am changing i could start to find something new from the things i used hate ..... hope this chicken year will be a good year ...everything start from new .... forget about the sadness ... forget about our mistake. Enjoy everyday of our life feel every moment ... is always nice to have someone to share your feeling with BUT is also nice to feel by your self too i am enjoy my life by my self ... i am only one child no boyfriend, mom move to heaven and dad is busy all the time but it's ok i am free !